What a good life. I fought with my bff a.k.a crush. Well the thing is its not even a big deal. I didnt tell him a secret that I've been keeping with my another bff so he feel upset. Just why in the world he wants to know. Now we havent talk to each other for weeks but I think thats good cus that way I can move on. One problem, I cant stand him talking to other girls the way he did to me. Tbh, its hard to not talking to him hmm I must get myself together
So here I am again The thing is, I have a crush on my own boy bestfriend and I don't know when this feeling start. I'm scared if I tell him we will be apart so I'm trying to control my feelings but I can't control the jealousy hmm. I wish I can throw away this feeling and act like nothing happened. I swear it's hard to keep all of this by myself but I don't have trusted person to share so yeah just keep it to myself. I believe this feeling will faded soon. If we aren't meant to be then it's just a feeling that was lend to me but if we are meant to be then I will accept it with an open heart. But I need tips to control this jealousy. I'm jealous whenever he call my bestfriend's name. Im afraid he might be in love with her even though I know she won't like him but humans heart change. Tbh I dont care if he like other girl but please not my bff. I need someone to motivate me hmm